[If I Could Bleed You into Me]
Danielle Williams
if I could bleed you into me and see all of your dreams, your fantasies
would I understand?
would the curling in my stomach finally release and let you in
you could see all of me
maybe I’d bloom into something new
you’d tear down walls and rebuild them anew
my whispers would find solace in the depths of mind
or I’d snap
wind myself so tightly that i disappear
a fitting end, i guess
alone
maybe i always was
[I Want To Tear out Every Part of Me]
Danielle Williams
I want to tear out every part of me that could possibly create
I refuse to subject another creature to my hell
I am a barren wasteland with nothing to offer but pain and grief
I destroy all that lives within me, anything good and pure
Maybe I’m the devil itself
Manifesting in some brown box that bleeds too freely and bruises too slow
It bubbles up and rears its head at those surrounding but I stuff it back down
Lock it back up in its home until it can be held no longer
I hope it devours me
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